The Blamed

Judging people is the easiest reaction to do. We always look for someone to blame, condemn and judge. Why? Because we always want to be better than others. Inferiority is something unacceptable to the society. We always want to be on top of everything and submission is "showing weakness". Until when will this superiority complex stop? Well, from the society's point of view, it's a non-stop cycle. As long as someone wants to be better, then, it will never stop.

I myself understood how it felt like to be inferior. I always get blamed whenever something is wrong in the house. Or if something bad happened, I get accused. To be honest, I am really really sick and tired of it. Even if my hands were clean, I am still the point person....literally "point person". I often can't see the point why I am always being blamed about the wrong things as if I'm the jinx in the family....even to the most insignificant events. Upon contemplating, I was reminded of John 8:2-11...the exact verse that was discussed during our Christmas Party. I felt I was like the woman, being shamed and accused. No one will ever understand what I am going through but ONLY Jesus can. So, everytime I get blamed again, I hear His voice saying..."He who is without sin among you, let him throw a stone at her first" and "Neither do I condemn you. Go and sin no more" It does comfort me. Thank you Jesus for being there for me!